UGH i just got back from the store with my mom and brothers it was the most pain in the ass headache giving thing ever all they did was yell and scream i seriously need out of the house and not just for a few hours i need to get my ass up and get a job cause seriously idont know how much more of their shit i can take..... oh well ill just write ( Read more... )

man it has been along time since i updated this thing maybe i should get back into it so i dont feel like im duming shit on people that they dont wanna hear. i dont even know where to start alot of stuff has happened since last time i updated this thing.lets start with recent stuff. last week going hiking was awsome was very beautiful in the park ( Read more... )

woo i turned nineteen but nope im not happy really about it. it might be a good day all in all but i dont know cant shake my looming feeling that everything will fall apart i havnt talked to my buddy natalie all day that makes me sad =( shes not schooling me on some yahoo game or something lol well i think ill try and go to sleep for now take care ( Read more... )

i guess i lost it im sitting here listening to daves music crying to my self in the dark expanses of my room wishisng i could just cry my self to sleep but thats all right in the morn everything will be fine everything will be hidden away once again but fornow im just trying not to wake natalie with sniffles but when i read over what i just said it ( Read more... )

Friends are my anti depressant fyi just thought you all should know

hey whats up guys nothing much going on had a fun day just sat around and had fun listening to music was hyper through out the day then made plans to hang out with natalie and crissy. i left around 7 or so to get my mom at work fairied her around a bit and then went and got natalie and crissy.then we hung out at my house and drank and stuff it was ( Read more... )

hey had a great day today got to hang out with nat today its awsome shes such a kick ass person.we didnt really do much but what we did do was entertaining and fun then i played W.O.W and went on my first M.C raid that was kick ass i got an epic armor then nata come back over tonight/this morning and we hung out and that was kick ass too now im ( Read more... )

Wierd im drinking water but everytime i drink more it makes me more thirsty?!

well im here sitting in my room i had surgury last friday was sore but its getting better it is rediculous laying down most of the day so much that it start hurting my insides i met this awsome awsome chick name natalie shes cool shit talk to her most of the time now. i gotta clean my room too =X and i still wish i knew where life is heading me but ( Read more... )

Well i guess im new to the livejournal thing i havnt really try this sort of thing before so yeah....well here goes. for those of you who dont know me im jason or jay as most people call me by.my best friends are steve and jess they mean the world to me dont think i could go on without them here. i dont really know where my life is going or where i ( Read more... )