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Well i guess im new to the livejournal thing i havnt really try this sort of thing before so yeah....well here goes. for those of you who dont know me im jason or jay as most people call me by.my best friends are steve and jess they mean the world to me dont think i could go on without them here. i dont really know where my life is going or where i want to take it and my emotions are all fucked up at the moment like most people here so whats new?whos gonna welcome me to the club first? i hate my self loatheing but i cant seem to shake the habbit and i definitly dont know why i feel this way or my i just feel like i am running no where.and i just wish i was able to enjoy everything i guess im usually happy go lucky but recently i just feel like leaveing so no one will have to put up with my burdens of being here but i know in the end that would just cause pain to the ones that matter most to me....but i guess thats just enough for a first entree so peace and love and all that other shit