holy hell
man it has been along time since i updated this thing maybe i should get back into it so i dont feel like im duming shit on people that they dont wanna hear. i dont even know where to start alot of stuff has happened since last time i updated this thing.lets start with recent stuff. last week going hiking was awsome was very beautiful in the park and we had lots of fun.i enjoted taking the pictures out there i seem to have a thing for taking pictures of land i like to take pictures of people too but mopst of the time they pose and its annoying natural poses are so much greater. i think im gonna go take some photography classes but knowing my dad hell just bitch about how it wont do me any good and it wont make me money blah blah blah i wish he could just understand that not everything has to do with money.money just makes more problems in life the more you have the more people want to suck you dry. i hate this house sometimes....ok most times but thats not the point its comfy but annoying here no wonder no one likes to hang out here i dont blame them suprised they hang out with me at all. my parents are so parinoid and shit its disgusting when ever something gets lost its oh someone must have taken it. it used to be oh jason you friend was over they must have taken it or i took it or some shit im so sick of them treating me like some slave and yes i know i could stop it but if my lil brothers didnt need me trust me id be out this door in a heartbeat. another thing IT SUCKS BEING SINGLE yeha thanks for reading that cause its true well in my case it is i hate being alone hate it hate it HATE IT.....i should find someone but i dont think theres anyone out there who wants me im always "too much like a friend" that excuse is bullshit because relationships are supposed to be based on friendship and more i hate how they(women) use that as a damn excuse why cant they just tell the damn truth what ever it may be its better than that bullshit lie im just sick of being walked on damn it.speaking of which im going to listen to that song "walk on" by haste the day well i think ive done enough ranting for now and i will try to update this alot more till next time
-jay-
-jay-