sorry
i guess i lost it im sitting here listening to daves music crying to my self in the dark expanses of my room wishisng i could just cry my self to sleep but thats all right in the morn everything will be fine everything will be hidden away once again but fornow im just trying not to wake natalie with sniffles but when i read over what i just said it makes me laugh cause in the end shes the only one who reads this so i thank you natalie and im sorry you have to read all this and know that i was right next to you while it happened im just glad your getting your well deserved resting that you needed and to some extent that someone else is reading this im sorry to you too that i cant be strong right now im sorry that im not a great friend taht in the fade of the mind one day ill just be that kid that was just there im sorry