As the sun starts to set earlier I am slightly pensive about how this might affect my mood. I've actually technically run out of meds now, so I best go to the Doctors on Monday, and I'm going to request a better diagnosis, because 6 or 7 months on I don't think "anxiety & depression" was all but a bit to obvious. I was all hypochondriac about it at ( Read more... )

It's sort of odd how I tell myself sometimes that a lot of anxieties/insecurities are needless, and one day they will all just fizzle out into nothingness. Yet I guess I only remotely realise this when I'm not in anxious situations, and it's more than annoying to come to the conclusion that I still get anxious over things, and they render me ( Read more... )

It is currently raining outside, and I'm lying in bed typing a way whilst having a listen. Life has been relatively ok, I am back at uni now but figure I'll go start seeing a therapist soon, and finally find out what has been going on. It's gotten to the point again where I feel like I'm not doing enough about it, and although the meds do still ( Read more... )

I finish work tomorrow. I've worked every day for the last 2 and half months. So I'm happy to leave. I was at Oxfam yesterday and have figured out the following calculations. I was sorting through loads of CD singles from the 90s and beyond. Which was sort of nostalgic in a way, found an amusing song called 'The Lady boy is mine'. Also came across ( Read more... )

Well it probably isn't over for a few more days, but I don't think I've ever seen such a season that was so seasonally decrepit. I think it has rained every day for a long time, and in my house today it was actually cold. The only good weather I have seen was a week ago when I attended the Summer Sundae Weekender in Leicester, and before that, it ( Read more... )

Had a busy few weeks. I've got two jobs at the moment, one at Asda and one at Oxfam. I don't get paid for Oxfam, I'm doing it out of the kindness of my heart (yes I do actually have one) - and that's only two mornings a week anyway, Asda pretty much takes up other times. I'm on checkouts, which I can see becoming quite irritatingly boring quite ( Read more... )

 Yesterday I was a bit stupid, whilst taking my medication, I put it in a small glass, accidently filled it up with warm water and it dissolved in front of my eyes. It's the first time I've come into contact with the powdery substance, and the strange thing is, this is my forth month on medication. So I've pretty much now spent the majority of this ( Read more... )

I'm feeling a bit spoilt with Editors and Interpol releasing albums pretty close to each other. They're both pretty good albums, been singing to Editors in my car whilst on motorways like I don't give a shit! I went to Warwick at the weekend, managed to end up going down southbound on the M1. Don't ask.

Truth has it I've been listening to way too ( Read more... )

...so the famous Gary Numan song goes ( Read more... )

My car broke down last night. Watched the sun rise as we waited for the pick up truck to arrive. Looks like the hose from the water to the radiator broke and it overheated, my car is pretty old though, 15 years, all the things behind the dashboard don't work very well so it's pretty much only heading in one direction right now. Which makes me feel ( Read more... )