i am PISSED....LIVID....DONE WITH THE MAJORITY OF PEOPLE ( Read more... )

a very unexpected fun night was had ( Read more... )

HATE HATE HATE!!! I got a text message from Max this morning "hey stranger hows it going =)" I havent written back yet and dont think i will. though part of me really wants to lash out at him so he knows just how much he hurt me I know deep down there probably is no point. If he really wants to speak to me again, he can try more than once and more ( Read more... )

So turns out on NYE my friend Malcolm told Max that if he hurts me, he'll break him....I found this out a couple weeks afterwards. I went to St Louis to visit my cousin. He and his wife picked apart my life and I made a 180 from the life i was living. I ran into Max once since I got back. It hurt and was tough to see him but I survived. Since then ( Read more... )

I have been an absolute complete mess about Max...We got into a really big fight a few weeks ago. i was drunk, result was i called him an asshole though he didnt deserve it. We didnt speak for about 2 weeks then I went out for his bday which turned things around....end of the night we fooled around a bit. then through the week we hung out, finished ( Read more... )

I went to dog walkers place last night. I kept my distance...We rented Transformers 3 and throughout most of the movie we sat side by side, no touching. eventually we cuddled cause it was comfier that way. at the end of the movie he wanted to watch something else to keep me there but he had work to go to this morning and it was already 3:30...I was ( Read more... )

So the dog walker is just as bad if not worse than Brendan...He is kissy and says shit that leads me on completely like moving in and wanting me there when he is. Like how my personality is amazing and he cant get enough of it. how we mesh....then i dont speak to him for a week? We make plans and he postpones? cancels? I slept over last wednesday ( Read more... )

Teaching has been continuously amazing! I am soooo happy with my work! It has made me all kinds of happy in life ( Read more... )

Life is still rollin on the good side ( Read more... )

It's been a little bit since I last updated so here goes ( Read more... )