Feb 29, 2012 15:46
HATE HATE HATE!!! I got a text message from Max this morning "hey stranger hows it going =)" I havent written back yet and dont think i will. though part of me really wants to lash out at him so he knows just how much he hurt me I know deep down there probably is no point. If he really wants to speak to me again, he can try more than once and more than just a text message. However, I cant deny it has completely fucked me up today =( once again HATE HATE HATE!!!!
On a great note, today was the last day of teaching before I leave for CUBA!!!! Friday afternoon at 3:50 my cute little butt will be on a plane to Santa Maria! =D All inclusive and MUCH deserved!
Brendan is still being pretty amazing. Apart from the text message this morning I have been good. Had a meltdown on Sunday which was fixed by my mother, a drink and brendan lol =)