I love the way you put it down like it's for both of us...
I went to dog walkers place last night. I kept my distance...We rented Transformers 3 and throughout most of the movie we sat side by side, no touching. eventually we cuddled cause it was comfier that way. at the end of the movie he wanted to watch something else to keep me there but he had work to go to this morning and it was already 3:30...I was debating sleeping over or not which he questioned because I did last time i was there and I rarely fight it. Well we had the talk of what it is we're doing. How I want a relationship and hes not in a mental place for that because hes all about his freedom right now having been in 2 long term relationships almost back to back in the last 5 years. So I told him about Brendan and how he's resurfaced and was like "ok so you just wanna keep it like this, light and simple, no strings type deal...If i hang out with the other guy thats fine with you?" he says it is...has asked me what I do or have done with him...Makes jokes about if I come to his place after brendans then he'll just hand me some listerine. I was like well if i go to his place im not coming here after. Hes like well why not. I go well Id probably end up sleeping there. hes like oh...right ok...so I think how we'll end up becoming a couple is one night I will get jealous of this other guy, we'll have our first big ass fight and then passionate sex and we'll be a couple.
I'm just glad we had the talk cause now I feel comfortable enough to bring up anything I want....about anything. Now that we've crossed that barrier. He's already jealous of Brendan and is now convinced HE needs to be an asshole to win my attention....This kind of looks like its going in the wrong direction.
My biggest problem is I really like him, and I think I'm just going to wait for him to be ready because we have an incredible chemistry...I will still hang out with Brendan, but just hang out with him. Probably wont do anything with him. Though I see him getting jealous too at the mention of this other guy if and when I tell him. ARRGG =(
I'm just glad we had the talk cause now I feel comfortable enough to bring up anything I want....about anything. Now that we've crossed that barrier. He's already jealous of Brendan and is now convinced HE needs to be an asshole to win my attention....This kind of looks like its going in the wrong direction.
My biggest problem is I really like him, and I think I'm just going to wait for him to be ready because we have an incredible chemistry...I will still hang out with Brendan, but just hang out with him. Probably wont do anything with him. Though I see him getting jealous too at the mention of this other guy if and when I tell him. ARRGG =(