Sometimes when I miss you I put those records on....

[exoticated]

So the dog walker is just as bad if not worse than Brendan...He is kissy and says shit that leads me on completely like moving in and wanting me there when he is. Like how my personality is amazing and he cant get enough of it. how we mesh....then i dont speak to him for a week? We make plans and he postpones? cancels? I slept over last wednesday night. It was a great night, lots of everything. We were supposed to hang out again thursday night but he was tired after work, we postponed to friday, i was downtown so we canceled and i didnt hear from him pretty much all week till i messaged him wednesday to see if i could borrow his train pass. he dropped it off that night, told me he was off thursday friday, i told him i was off friday he says ooo maybe we could spend the day together im all sure sounds good! so i message him this am to see if he wants to hang out today, he says sure text me when you wanna, i do so, he says hes busy but he'll text me tonight to hang out. like i get it, you dont want anything but then dont say you do or you wanna hang out in the first place??? AIWDEUHOFOIOHI#F$I#FHJ$IOFHJ AAAAARRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH FUCKIIN HATE BOYS!!!!!!!

Brendan on the other hand has resurfaced (of course) and so I have potential plans of seeing him tonight. It sucks that I've let him back in, i know but I just can't see myself cutting him out forever, I care about him somehow....

And to end this stupid post about stupid boys, I quit smoking 7 days ago!! lets see if this will last =S

Oh yeah, I've been crazy into hot yoga! Its been my obsession and I'm loving every class I go to! something about the sweating that makes me feel incredible lol.