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I have been an absolute complete mess about Max...We got into a really big fight a few weeks ago. i was drunk, result was i called him an asshole though he didnt deserve it. We didnt speak for about 2 weeks then I went out for his bday which turned things around....end of the night we fooled around a bit. then through the week we hung out, finished season 2 of boardwalk empire. Had a discussion again about him not wanting a relationship but how if we'd met a few months from now it'd be perfect cause he definitely wants someone like me. i just dont get it. we have something great....why wait? I think he thinks i'm some demanding chick like his ex. not fair really. Anyways long story short we were at a mutual friends' place for NYE anddddd NOTHING! no kiss nothing! And it pisses me off cause when he asked me to chill last week i told him we werent gonna do anything, just 2 friends watching tv/movie/whatever. he responded with "why are you so bipolar all of the sudden what was ok last week isnt ok this week" then he pulls that shit....fuuuuuck you dude!