almost four months since a last real post. i do my best work under pressure.

it's weird that i'm not coming home to document the days that i just stop at work and think holy shit this is awesome. this is the best job in the world. i never want to do anything else. because i have more days like those than i thought i would, even a year ago ( Read more... )

you know that feeling you get from inadvertently doing an awful thing to someone you've grown to truly despise and then getting an unholy amount of joy out of it? i didn't either, until tonight! i laughed so much i thought i was going to be sick, and i'm not even sorry. if nothing else, tonight has taught me that being petty brings you much more ( Read more... )

crazy busy today (and really every entry i've written / will write in this three month timeframe should just come with that as a disclaimer) and what i should be doing is completing it all or trying to sleep off this fucking cold, but instead i'm going to cuddle in bed and bask a little bit in the feeling of finally cracking that wall - after eight ( Read more... )

this morning, i woke up at 7.30 so i could get to a school downtown at 9.30 to give three back-to-back sessions to the most adorable 3-year-olds on the planet. i had to lug an actual suitcase + a backpack + an additional plastic bag full of toys and materials with me the whole way, and then book it back to school to squeeze in a quick lunch and ( Read more... )

note to self: people are always going to overlook you because they know they can count on you. your being away from home doesn't change that. if both of you are going to call at the same time (because you make her), they're always going to want to talk to her more. you're not the one who withholds calls for months at a time, so that's just how the ( Read more... )

when i let myself think about it, i'm always the most regretful about the fact that i don't write that much anymore. that's not entirely the truth, though, because i write all the time. to myself. in my head. little go you! letters or fuck you're an idiot memos, or oh my god if i only had the balls to say/do/try x, y and z...and after today, a day ( Read more... )

it's been a pretty exhausting week, full of sleepovers (awesome) and dinner plans (delicious) and final exams (over!). and managing to squeeze in some tv time in between, because who wouldn't want to look at this picture of perfection as often as possible? and even beyond that, it's been a really good, mellow couple of months ( Read more... )

amazing things that have happened today:

1. waking up to mette tweeting about THE KLAINE KISS
   
   

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2. wearing one of my favourite pairs of shorts out with one of my favourite pairs of heels
   
3. how sick my tattoo looks :D
   
4. getting to go to &made for a delicious lamb burger
   
5. my godbrother paying for said lamb burger
   
6. finally seeing ripd
   
7. ripd not sucking
   
8. SURPRISE ( Read more... )

so in the spirit of not thinking about depressing things, i'm going to post about the final leg of my 9 week trip to san francisco! and about how overwhelmingly glad i am to finally be home, ahhhhh! if there's anything this trip has shown me, it's how much i don't want to be away from home. to be fair, that probably wasn't helped by the fact that ( Read more... )

SO KAIKOURA ( Read more... )