I watched Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind for the first time tonight.

Memories are a funny thing. I stayed at work after my shift last night for the show they were having... deafeuphoria actually came out because he missed his flight. The night went pretty well on the surface. It was the first time I'd danced in weeks. It really helped having a friend who ( Read more... )

First and foremost, a huge thank you to deafeuphoria and everyone else who stayed in my room... Everyone but SQ was a stranger to me upon arrival, but you were all amazing, uplifting and considerate and you all (along with other people like kasaii sugar_and_synth chirps destinite bobbarker mymerrilymemory and I'm sure people I'm forgetting) made my weekend bearable and put a smile on my face despite the incredible ( Read more... )

A year ago today, almost to the hour, I made a post.

I was walking on air, I'd never felt like everything in my life was so right, I felt invincible, I felt like I would be able to overcome anything, no matter the challenge. I had someone who truly loved me and understood me and wanted me happy, and he would be there by my side, we would fight our ( Read more... )

I'm dating a very fun, sweet boy named Travis. Things are simple with him and he makes me smile in a way I haven't for a long time ( Read more... )

Rob and I are done. He left today and told me to stop caring because I don't care enough. I didn't have the strength to run after him again. My body has been shaking and twitching uncontrollably, I've been falling asleep for short bits randomly all day, I keep bursting into tears. After he left, he sent me a text saying 'so let this gun bind us'. I ( Read more... )

7 drinks later, I arrived safely in San Diego, then made the hour flight up to San Fransisco. I got here I think about 10pm local time, Emily and Chuck were waiting to pick me up. :3 ( Read more... )

This is more or less what a collection of texts from Robby earlier today said ( Read more... )

EDIT: Unlocked the entry since most people know by now ( Read more... )

OK well. A lot has happened in a week. It feels like a month has gone by at least. I guess I'll go chronologically, since I can't think of a better way to organize it.

Last Tuesday was the last time I posted. That day Sam, Robby's ex, contacted me in an attempt to make peace. I greeted it with hostility at first, but after a while we got to talking ( Read more... )

We still don't have internet at the house, so I'm at work right now using the free wireless there. My shift ended about an hour and a half ago, I made a little over $50, not too bad for a rainy Thursday. I have a ton of pictures and stuff and my Otakon report, but I got hijacked earlier by two cute little girls who wanted to show me their webkins ( Read more... )