I've been feeling rather sick the last few days. Meaning I've been sleeping. I would go to work, be there, then come home and sleep, then do it all over again. I've really been out of the world the past few days, and for that I've not felt like writing or even being online simply because I couldn't keep my eyes open long enough to see if/when ( Read more... )

So I've decided to call today: Operation Overlords. I've been doing pretty well so far today. Been alone for the past couple hours just to my thoughts and the occational person on the internet talking to me. But over all I've been alone and I'm doing pretty well with it ( Read more... )

I've spend a good deal of my night trying to figure out if I've wanted to post about last night. I've spent a lot of time wondering if I want to write out what I feel. I've spent a lot of time thinking about doing it. So I'm going to venture into it ( Read more... )

Well, I'm home. I've spent the whole day out of the house and had a damn good time. I haven't had a Saturday off in some time. My mom came over to Seattle with my brother and we went to Gameworks. Stayed a long time there. Somewhere in the middle of it we went over to Pacific Place and ate at Mexico. I played pool with my brother and then ( Read more... )

so... yes... i'm going a bit crazy. I'm going to freak out. I can't stop thinking about what a fucking ass I was.

walking home he was beat up. He was hurt. He messages me to tell me so:

[00:33] Chuck: i dunno if id call it karma or what, but after wards i go find my brother whos at r place, and there doing full id checks with some lady from ( Read more... )

Last night when I got home from work, I sat at my desk to get some music going and to get the checkbook so that I could pay the rent. Clicking on the Apple, it nicely had a little one next to my mail program. So I opened it, thinking maybe a lj comment, maybe my mom, maybe a myspace blog alert, but I was wrong on all accounts ( Read more... )

So thanks to my boyfriend, or non boyfriend, or whatever it is I'm allowed to call him, I'm currently dressed out in AE clothes. Granted the only thing he helped me get was the jeans, but I'm also wearing a shirt of theirs too. And we did try on shirts while at the shop yesterday ( Read more... )

I'm emotionally dead. I just can't really take too much more issues that have to deal with feelings. Of course, I have no choice but to dive into it more. James was upset last night because he missed Robert and all that post break-up stuff. So I did what I could to make him realize it's what needed to happen and that things, as unlikely as they ( Read more... )

So... my dad has yet to reply to my email. Odds are he hasn't read it yet as he doesn't check his home email all that often. But it will get read at some point. The question is will he actually have the mind to reply to me ( Read more... )