Operation: Overlords.
So I've decided to call today: Operation Overlords. I've been doing pretty well so far today. Been alone for the past couple hours just to my thoughts and the occational person on the internet talking to me. But over all I've been alone and I'm doing pretty well with it.
Went out for a short bit tonight and met up with this boy named Nick that I've been talking to online for a while not. That was nice. Becore that I was hanging out at this boy Jacob's house. Steven was there and invited Carmen and me to hang so we did. While I was there I got a call from Chuck at around 1:30. Thinking it was a little odd for him to be calling me at all, I answer. I'm met with a voice that belongs to Adam, a random 26 year old. He tells me that Chuck is dancing shirtless in front of him and they are having a great time and blah blah blah. I'm a little upset that I'm getting this childish call so I ask why I was called. Claims it was a mistake and he dialed wrong. Well you don't dial my number wrong from an ex's phone. Just doesn't happen. And not being on any of Chuck's recent call lists(as I haven't called him or him calling me) you'd have to find my name. Starting with J. which is pretty much in the middle. Anyway, I ask where Chuck is and get the reply "Oh he's dancing right here in front of me" then he tells me he's going and doesn't hang up, but talks to this group of people(I can only assume Chuck is in this group) and tells then how pissed I was and pretty much replays the call for them. I put him on mute and speaker phone for Carmen and Steven to hear. After a few moments of that they hang up. So it's all an attempt to make me upset. Which I don't really understand. I did get a little upset but not because I was told Chuck was dancing in front of some boy. I was upset because of this childish call. So I went out smoked talked out my mood with Carmen and went back to having a good night.
Also the only thing that can hurt me today is Blake. And Chuck not being Blake.... I was fine.
Anyway.... Operation Overlords is going on. The reason: Today would have been marked 2-years with Blake has we not split. So I'm expecting it to be a little rough at some point.... but I'm currently pulling through.
I've got a car for another hour(Carmen's) and I've nowhere to go.... Really it sucks. Lol.
Went out for a short bit tonight and met up with this boy named Nick that I've been talking to online for a while not. That was nice. Becore that I was hanging out at this boy Jacob's house. Steven was there and invited Carmen and me to hang so we did. While I was there I got a call from Chuck at around 1:30. Thinking it was a little odd for him to be calling me at all, I answer. I'm met with a voice that belongs to Adam, a random 26 year old. He tells me that Chuck is dancing shirtless in front of him and they are having a great time and blah blah blah. I'm a little upset that I'm getting this childish call so I ask why I was called. Claims it was a mistake and he dialed wrong. Well you don't dial my number wrong from an ex's phone. Just doesn't happen. And not being on any of Chuck's recent call lists(as I haven't called him or him calling me) you'd have to find my name. Starting with J. which is pretty much in the middle. Anyway, I ask where Chuck is and get the reply "Oh he's dancing right here in front of me" then he tells me he's going and doesn't hang up, but talks to this group of people(I can only assume Chuck is in this group) and tells then how pissed I was and pretty much replays the call for them. I put him on mute and speaker phone for Carmen and Steven to hear. After a few moments of that they hang up. So it's all an attempt to make me upset. Which I don't really understand. I did get a little upset but not because I was told Chuck was dancing in front of some boy. I was upset because of this childish call. So I went out smoked talked out my mood with Carmen and went back to having a good night.
Also the only thing that can hurt me today is Blake. And Chuck not being Blake.... I was fine.
Anyway.... Operation Overlords is going on. The reason: Today would have been marked 2-years with Blake has we not split. So I'm expecting it to be a little rough at some point.... but I'm currently pulling through.
I've got a car for another hour(Carmen's) and I've nowhere to go.... Really it sucks. Lol.