I guess this will be my first 'dark and twisty' post in a while ( Read more... )

So I will be posting up pics in the near future hopefully!

I'm pretty damn happy. I dunno why, its not like anything extraordinary has happened, I just am. Thats the way it usually happens for me too ( Read more... )

It doesn't exist ( Read more... )

I dunno the exact reason I was unhappy earlier today. I just was. I suppose it may have started when I started thinking about the distance between Anna and I. Even though we are still close and talk all the time, the gap grows larger and more noticeable everyday. Then whever I think about that it makes me think about how I've poured my all into ( Read more... )

Ac prudentiae est nunquam illis plane confidere qui nos vel semel deceperunt

And it is the part of prudence not to place absolute confidence in that by which we have even once been deceived

-Descartes
Descartes Meditations

Sometimes I just cannot believe that my life is what it is. I look at it and am amazed to see that what keeps it together is just Elmer's glue, the ever handy Duck Tape and a bunch of energy. Today I feel like my energy is almost spent. Being in a a good mood is beginning to take its toll on me. I feel as though I can barely manage right now to do ( Read more... )

Today was Doreen's wedding and I went to it. It was pretty good, very organized and you could tell a lot of time went into planning it. I didn't know anyone there except for people I worked with so I felt out of place slightly. After I left the wedding and before the reception I went to Albertson's to buy a card and who do I see? Why Hitomi! Hadn't ( Read more... )

Well its been brought to my attention that I don't comment very often so I decided to today since I have a little something to be commenting about anyway. Today was my first day of my sophomore year at UTEP. It went pretty smooth. I got up there at 8 to work, a whole bunch of people I met during my stint as orientation leader stopped by. All of ( Read more... )

I thought I had sealed off my emotions for the most part. At least I thought I would not be crying anymore. The periods of time that passes between my tears is so vast I thought that I had conquered them, managed to suppress them at least, but now I know thats not true ( Read more... )