Freedom of speech
It doesn't exist.
You have to say what people want you to say. What they want to hear. More often than not you will get in trouble for speaking your own mind, unless you're backed by tons of people.
I wish I were braver. I wish I could disregard the fact that even though no one wants to hear what I have to say, I should still say it. I wish I could stop feeling so alone. I fear though that I've messed up too many friendships and burned too many bridges to find comfort in anyone now.
Isn't it pathetic that time after time I seek solace in this journal. Why do I only remember the sorrow and never celebrate joy?
When will I finally be complete forever. I know who I love, but I know a barrier blocks our future. Is there no way to overcome it? I just want to be with her, I feel helpless otherwise and yet I know I don't deserve her.
If I'm not willing to lose her, then I suppose I don't deserve to have her
You have to say what people want you to say. What they want to hear. More often than not you will get in trouble for speaking your own mind, unless you're backed by tons of people.
I wish I were braver. I wish I could disregard the fact that even though no one wants to hear what I have to say, I should still say it. I wish I could stop feeling so alone. I fear though that I've messed up too many friendships and burned too many bridges to find comfort in anyone now.
Isn't it pathetic that time after time I seek solace in this journal. Why do I only remember the sorrow and never celebrate joy?
When will I finally be complete forever. I know who I love, but I know a barrier blocks our future. Is there no way to overcome it? I just want to be with her, I feel helpless otherwise and yet I know I don't deserve her.
If I'm not willing to lose her, then I suppose I don't deserve to have her