On Tues, Bush took responsibility for how levels of government responded to the hurricane. That's something he doesn't normally do. Before you think I am going to start into some bullshit, today I came to a realization. And I couldn't have done it if I didn't trust my instincts and ask ( Read more... )

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Hey, Preston and Spencer it was fun today. Although it's kind of hard to have fun when you are sick, I did. Like I said, I wish every day you could just lay around and do nothing and not be productive. Okay I don't cause I would eventually feel useless and bored with my life but after work and school, a day like that is good ( Read more... )

1. I'm lucky. I am thankful for it ( Read more... )

I am afraid of failing. I am afraid of imperfection. I am afraid of not living up to my dreams. I am afraid that I can't face my own fears. I am afraid of THE END. I am afraid of the darkness taking over me. I am afraid of the fact that I can't justify what it is that I do to your satisfaction. I am afraid of the ease that people have in ( Read more... )

I don't know. I was sort of in a situation where I was damned if I did and damned if I didn't. Or maybe not...because corporations have no feelings. They don't give a crap about you. And at any time, you can get into their game if you do the right thing. There was a reason to go to work tonight. My first ever usher shift was there for me to ( Read more... )

As I sit here watching the clock tick, I wonder...how much? How much am I supposed to give? My dad is remarrying this weekend. His rehearsal was Fri night. His wedding is today. His reception is tonight. Once again, how much do I have to give? I don't have to do anything. I wasn't born to expect this. Nobody told me when I popped out of my ( Read more... )

I remember walking out of MHS one day. On the way out, I heard the hall monitor tell another one "Well, that's one for the books" meaning the day's over. It's been recorded. Nobody can change it. It is what it is. So let me tell you about what has just gone down in the record books. There is so much new shit going on this year that it is ( Read more... )

The one thing that we as human beings can't control is time. The one thing we can't do is predict where we are going to be. We can't plan the future and control the time before us. That is what makes life so exciting ( Read more... )

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