My Own Prison
I am afraid of failing. I am afraid of imperfection. I am afraid of not living up to my dreams. I am afraid that I can't face my own fears. I am afraid of THE END. I am afraid of the darkness taking over me. I am afraid of the fact that I can't justify what it is that I do to your satisfaction. I am afraid of the ease that people have in reciting and following authority as it takes logic out of society. I am afraid of being overcomplicated and too deep. I am afraid of not saying the right words. I am afraid that my 15 minutes of fame will be ignored because the first minute is bad. I am afraid that I have nobody. I am afraid that the people I have I do not give enough credit to. I am afraid that the people I see are lost just as much as me and there is nothing I can do to help them. I am afraid that I can't expect much from them. I am afraid of the fact that certain evils will continue to exist and can never be stopped. I am afraid that I am easily overcome by adversity and unable to stop it. I am afraid that I am all "talk" and no "walk". I am afraid that I cannot confront my fears now for I am too broken to do anything. I am afraid that I have waited too long and cannot turn back the hands of time. I am afraid I have just wasted your time.