I’ve struggled with sexuality since I was a kid. My first crush was on Jennifer Aniston when I was 7 yrs old. Of course at the time I simply thought it meant that I wished she was my ‘cool Aunt’ or something along that platonic vein. But I guess I first started really questioning my sexuality when I was about 14 years old. The popular girl in my ( Read more... )

Things I am looking forward to:

* Summer. Going to the beach and poking at strange creatures in the rock pools. Going on boats out into the ocean and jumping into the deep, dark blue jelly. Going brown and watching my hair curl. Midnight skinny dipping. Late night bonfires on the sand and chasing after hermit crabs under a blanket of stars. Eating ( Read more... )

Today I am grateful for:
* new (beautiful) friends
* italian soda pop
* campus adventures
* spontaneous dancing
* genuine hugs
* & this cute song...

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but there's some joy at the start,
& for that I say it's worth it

Little Shop - the show I am currently in - is taking over my body, my mind, my heart... my life. & although I am so in love with it, and the people involved, I can't help but think about all things I can't wait to do when it's over; the things I just simply don't have the energy or time to do at present ( Read more... )

Even though hundreds of things have been happening, I have found it very hard to update. Simply because I don't really know where to begin... so perhaps I'll just be ambiguous ( Read more... )

It's strange that when a lot is going on I find it difficult to make an update. Simply because there's not an easy way to put everything into words. I guess instead I could tell you about the type of dreams I've been having ( Read more... )

Lately my home is just a place where I sleep and eat. Some nights, I don't even go home to do that ( Read more... )

I will never understand how attraction works. I'm always trying to understand why I am attracted to someone; trying to analyse and pick at the attraction to see if there's some freudian subconsciousness to it, or perhaps a pattern that can be identified from past infatuations. But truth is, for the life of me, I will never understand why I am ( Read more... )

Maybe I'm decades late on this one -
but I just discovered Bette Davis.


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