lately...
Lately my home is just a place where I sleep and eat. Some nights, I don't even go home to do that.
I wake late, unless I have to roll out of bed in the morning just so I can attend my classes - in which case I might as well still be asleep when I'm there; lecturer's words drifting through my head like fluffy clouds.
When I have a quiet moment at home, all I want to do is nap. So I do that. I've also been drinking glasses of milk, which I have not done in years.
It seems I've become a completely different person. But didn't I predict this come the New Year?
I like who I am. I really do.
I've met so many new people and formed so many new relationships. I've been acting and going out and enjoying my youth and lack of responsibility.
I've developed soft spots. I've developed lusts.
I remember I used to walk around without much to do, life was quiet and all I looked forward to was retiring to my room for movies and ice cream - but I used to see these young people, juggling books and phones, eating muesli bars - walking furiously with such initiative; they had somewhere to be. I wanted that so much. I can honestly say I have that now. Maybe it's not healthy, maybe that's why I'm tired most of the time and why my university work doesn't get a second thought. But I love it.
Say hello to Hannah 2010.
I wake late, unless I have to roll out of bed in the morning just so I can attend my classes - in which case I might as well still be asleep when I'm there; lecturer's words drifting through my head like fluffy clouds.
When I have a quiet moment at home, all I want to do is nap. So I do that. I've also been drinking glasses of milk, which I have not done in years.
It seems I've become a completely different person. But didn't I predict this come the New Year?
I like who I am. I really do.
I've met so many new people and formed so many new relationships. I've been acting and going out and enjoying my youth and lack of responsibility.
I've developed soft spots. I've developed lusts.
I remember I used to walk around without much to do, life was quiet and all I looked forward to was retiring to my room for movies and ice cream - but I used to see these young people, juggling books and phones, eating muesli bars - walking furiously with such initiative; they had somewhere to be. I wanted that so much. I can honestly say I have that now. Maybe it's not healthy, maybe that's why I'm tired most of the time and why my university work doesn't get a second thought. But I love it.
Say hello to Hannah 2010.