Wishes
Little Shop - the show I am currently in - is taking over my body, my mind, my heart... my life. & although I am so in love with it, and the people involved, I can't help but think about all things I can't wait to do when it's over; the things I just simply don't have the energy or time to do at present.
I want to cut my hair and throw out all the furniture in my room; have all my belongings in piles, throw out most of my clothes, become a temporary vegetarian, go on a trip to the countryside, drink red wine by the fireplace, make eggs for breakfast and lie on dewy midnight grass staring up at the cosmos. I want to rebuild relationships and remind everyone I've recently neglected how special I think they are. I want to paint my room and stencil crap all over my walls, I want to sleep on a mattress on the floor and make a mosquito net tent over me, draped with fairylights. I want to get my bike fixed and cycle everywhere and buy pumpkin bread from the Saturday morning farmer's markets. I want to plan my end of year holiday (maybe travel all over Japan via rail, or hike around Mongolia or Bhutan keeping an eye out for monasteries and nomads).
I want to reinvent myself - because it's what I am good at.
I want to cut my hair and throw out all the furniture in my room; have all my belongings in piles, throw out most of my clothes, become a temporary vegetarian, go on a trip to the countryside, drink red wine by the fireplace, make eggs for breakfast and lie on dewy midnight grass staring up at the cosmos. I want to rebuild relationships and remind everyone I've recently neglected how special I think they are. I want to paint my room and stencil crap all over my walls, I want to sleep on a mattress on the floor and make a mosquito net tent over me, draped with fairylights. I want to get my bike fixed and cycle everywhere and buy pumpkin bread from the Saturday morning farmer's markets. I want to plan my end of year holiday (maybe travel all over Japan via rail, or hike around Mongolia or Bhutan keeping an eye out for monasteries and nomads).
I want to reinvent myself - because it's what I am good at.