My therapist asked me Monday if I was recording all the things I accomplished in a day, because one of the things we keep coming back to is that I feel better when I'm useful and productive, and the more I can accomplish the better I feel, but I feel like I'm getting nothing done lately and I'm so tired it's hard to do anything sometimes. I said I ( Read more... )

1. ( health stuff )

I...did not have the greatest day today. It started okay, but after the dog and I got back from our walk it kind of went downhill. Long story short I had a panic attack, which I've not had in months and months. I'm not sure if it was due to the lower dose of risperidone, the upcoming vacation, hormones, or a combination of all of the above, but I ( Read more... )

Big Pharma, Privilege, or Why I Wish Allies Would Stop Using This Phrase.

( Here's the thing. )

I have an appointment on 4/28 to get the remains of two pre-molars extracted. They've both been broken for a while; they had root canals (at separate points) and because dental insurance is a joke, I never got the crowns. So it's not that surprising that they both broke. Neither one hurts, and they don't affect my bite or my smile, so my dentist ( Read more... )

( brain weasels, related to Momstuff )

I've been trying to write this post for a few days and I keep abandoning it, which is probably because:

( I'm depressed. )

( Getting home was surprisingly seamless )

( talk about depression; cut for those sensitive )

Yesterday was the day of All The Things. Oy.

( homeowner stuff )