I woke up and he was screaming...

I wanted to say, well, she’s my new musical obsession, but that’s not true, the other songs don’t have this feeling to them.

I’m annoyed at SvV and Tad and stuff, because apparently they’ve (with Matt and Jim) decided that SvV’s coming with us to Lowlands and I had no idea, no one else from the group had any idea. ( Read more... )

Don’t you want to come with me?
Don’t you want to feel my bones?

Jasmijn left a few hours ago, after an impromptu photoshoot of sorts that she hadn’t actually asked for. LM and SvV left around five in the morning, after watching The Ring 2, being disgusted by Playboy One for a few minutes (soft-core, fake and they're all so ugly), and talking and ( Read more... )

i. It’s like the early days of the breakdown, when the thought of speaking to you filled me with such distaste that the thought itself became a sort of act of self-harm.

ii. I saw Der Himmel Über Berlin (the film) in the music store yesterday, and I bought it today. Apparently the play was a success in other cities too (was it a success in the US, ( Read more... )

Woost played at Plein 79 tonight - J.B. asked me to come along, with S and L.M.;we had a lot of fun. The band, once they finally came onstage, was awful (only the lead guitarist was okay), but we spent a few hours talking and laughing and discussing music and work, and meeting a lot of J.B.'s friends. It feels like forever since I went out to a ( Read more... )

Ew ew ew ew, Daniël fuckhead ew.

Yeah, sober, but ugh.

At least now I know how my head works re things like that.

Oh, other subject.

Amélie was being a bitch at work this evening - she heard that R. had a boyfriend and then that L. was gay too and spent the entire time going "really? really? but who is R. then? that blond tall guy? no,that other one. oh I really hadn't expected that from him" and just before went home she asked me why I defended homosexuals so much. Er, excuse ( Read more... )

Another illegal log in from work. Reading poetry in my lunch break. Wishing for e-mails to brighten my day. Dreams and poetry and how your day was ( Read more... )

Als het over de mensen gaat is het enige wat ze zien de leugens van het volk.

Telephones and postcards/with 'miss you'

Work was good. Before starting I talked with C., and the subject of religion came up, and she got excited and enthusiastic when I said in a few words what I thought about God. And in the small spontaneous party that just happened ( Read more... )