and whisper, "if they want you, oh they're gonna have to fight me"
I woke up and he was screaming...
I wanted to say, well, she’s my new musical obsession, but that’s not true, the other songs don’t have this feeling to them.
I’m annoyed at SvV and Tad and stuff, because apparently they’ve (with Matt and Jim) decided that SvV’s coming with us to Lowlands and I had no idea, no one else from the group had any idea. And no, I don’t like it, I don’t like it. I told SvV in the end over MSN that it’s okay, that I’ll tell the rest of the group, but I’m disappointed - if anyone, I’d wanted ST there, and I’m just having trouble these days dealing with SvV’s eternal drama. And I don’t want to have long open honest conversations in the tent at night when he’s there, I just don’t feel comfortable, I wish someone’d contacted me. We were friends first, we were friends the longest; it’d only be fair, it’d only be right. Lowlands is just about the best time of my year, and I want to feel comfortable, not be stuck with someone most of the time without having decided to have said person there.
(Also, if anyone from RL passes out this address to anyone, you’re blocked, and this journal’s getting flocked. I’m tired of GBG people trying to get the link off me, and I don't want to have to worry about who's reading this.)