Well, this is the longest absence I have had from journalling, since I began my other blog 6 years ago ( Read more... )

8th Feb ( Read more... )

Excuse me if this entry is a bit messy.

Things aren't too good at the moment, though they're better than i thought they would be.

I first need to say sorry to silver_fish and to my sister for not keeping them up to date on what is going on here. You both received calls quite late on Friday but its been practically impossible to get back in touch with you ( Read more... )

The most profound thing that has been said to me since Thursday was the following ( Read more... )

I've got no-one to talk to about this and i'm going out of my head. I'm supposed to sit an exam this afternoon and i have to get it together ( Read more... )

This is a hard entry to write, as i'm really bloody upset, and i don't know what's going on ( Read more... )

I have a feeling that as i have some rare access to the internet, i should write something. However, as with anything that feels done out of obligation, i don't feel like doing it ( Read more... )

Today has seemed to take forever to pass ( Read more... )

Alan and I had a long discussion last night and are in the process of deciding whether the relationship has a future. The only certainty that has come out of it, is that it cannot carry on in the manner it is doing at the moment. The constant bickering is making both of us poorly and miserable, and although we may still love each other, we're ( Read more... )