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It's crazy how quickly life can pass you by. All the things we think about when we're kids. All of the dreaming we do. Then you get older and more awake but the dreaming never stops. It fuels you, ya know. Well, it fuels me anyway.
Jake and I have been together almost 4 years now and my, does time fly. We bought a house together . Well, his grandma ( Read more... ) -
I may have lost the best thing to ever happen to me. Again.
I did just about the worst thing anyone in a relationship, engaged to be married, could do.
I cheated. For the 2nd time.
Jake is probably going to leave me.
I fell for a rock star and let it take me over.
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These past couple of days I haven't really talked to anyone about what's going on or how I feel about it. I dunno... all I can say so far- for right now is that I really just wanna go home. I wanna sleep in my own bed. Wake up in my room. In my house.
My dad fucked up again... we lost our car. That means I've lost the comfort of knowing that if ( Read more... ) -
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Mah. Well life sure knows how to kick you in the ass doesn't it? But its ok because I'm still alive. Home Sweet Home: Motel 6. At least for my parents. I'm stayin at kristins until she moves to cripple creek. sometimes I get the feeling she'd rather not have me here. She's a drinker... I'm a smoker... thus, there is some conflict. But its all good ( Read more... ) -
Its official. I'm homeless.
So We got everything out of the house. It looks all clean and pretty. I'm really scared cause I have no idea whats going to be happening in the next couple of weeks. Hopefully everything will work out ok. My family will have to temporarily separated for a little while but once we find a house we'll be set to move in. We have money, we just dont ( Read more... ) -
Well. Seems Lady Luck has decided to shit in my face.. thank yooou Lady
Arg. My senior Project is on Saturday and coincidently I have to be completely moved out of my house by Saturday, midnight. I don't know what the hell to do man. I'm so sick of this bullshit. It hasnt even been a year since we pretty much got evicted from my last house. We barely hit 6 months. Goddamnit, if it isn't one thing. Plus my brothers Dad ( Read more... ) -
it's been a while since I really vented about anything. I should do that so I can get over it...
So my dad took our car to the eastside again. But we got it back last night so its all good now. I just wish he'd leave us and get his life together cuz I can't be goin thru that shit again. Its bullshit ya know. Anyway...
Emmy came up to me at the end of lunch and was telling me about how Mr. Shively is auditioning seniors to sing Another Day at ( Read more... ) -
Horoscope
Aries
It's a good time to ask a bigwig for a favor, especially if you've done this person a good turn. They can see how much time you've been clocking. They'll know you won't abuse these privileges.
Taurus
Your inner diva wants to come out and play (or sing, or act, or dance). Go ahead and unleash this creative dynamo inside of you. Once you do, you' ( Read more... ) -
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Mah. I'm finally checked out of school. I can't really tell how I feel about this whole thing. I mean I wanna run outside and shout that I'm free but at the same time I just wanna curl into a ball and cry my eyes out. That's how I've been feeling all morning. I don't know why either. I got up, walked around my house some and I saw my niece Madison ( Read more... ) -
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arg. I feel so lost. Today shively made me tell chorale goodbye. I'm leaving dsa.... I think. I dunno man. All the fucking administrators keep telling me that I'm an adult and that I need to make my own decisions and blahblahblah, or to put myself first and whatever. I feel so pressured to make up my mind but honestly... I'm just a kid! I don't ( Read more... )