it's been a long time. i didnt know i posted from uconn. things are clear. but not good. apparently i think in short sentences. i have no idea what to do, and if i dont do anything the wrong decision will be made. but the wrong decision is inevitable. just a mater of time, and then its here, washing over me like nothing i can hold back until ( Read more... )

so i'm at uconn ( Read more... )

and once again i disappear for months on end ( Read more... )

when i grow up i want to be vengeance ( Read more... )

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ok, so does anyone have suggestions for how to do any of the following ( Read more... )

hunter s. thompson killed himself

it's now time for me to figure out where the fuck to apply for college just so im not not doing anything anymore. what a fucking shit of a reason to do that. i dont care about furthering my education, i dont care about my job, i dont want to have a fucking job that i "get" to go to college and learn all about and get burnt out of by 35 and get ( Read more... )

this is a lot more of a "saying things on my mind to no body in particular" thing, so thats just a notice ( Read more... )

i woke up this morning to find my laptop all kinds of dead... i get a BSOD with "unrecognizable boot section" or something close to that, chkdsk /r and /p go to 17% and say theres "one or more unrecoverable problems". while chkdsk with no argument says its fine... fixboot and fixmbr cant write a new boot sector. also, if there are simple ways to ( Read more... )