I feel alone tonight.
( Talk of suicide and self-injury... )

Hey, everyone, I hope you're all doing well. I have a bit of an issue. My moods seem up and down, but with less severity than usual. It doesn't really interfere with life or anything, it's just a little uncomfortable. My other issue that does interfere with everyday life is my anger. I get angry over the smallest things and it's darn near ( Read more... )

I posted about a week ago when I missed two days of taking my meds (Effexor XR and Lithium). I was having a really hard time... well it's now been a full week since I started taking them again and things are looking up. I continue to have a terribly difficult time getting to sleep at night, and when I do sleep I sleep through until the afternoon. I ( Read more... )

I have been on hiatus again lately. Finals and starting up the new semester within a week has been a real "freak out" moment for me. lol.

I am doing okay. Just "okay". I can't say I am great because I've pretty much stopped sleeping altogether. I have these weird emotional outbursts where I will start crying out of nowhere, or feel like I need to ( Read more... )

I have an appt with a new pdoc on 11/13 at 2:15pm.  Word on the street is that she's very good.  I'm supposed to bring my copay along with the bottles of my current meds.  Let's hope this one knows her pharmacology!

Do all psychiatrists immediately stop listening and wander off into their own little worlds when a patient walks through the door, or is this just mine ( Read more... )

Have any of you ever been diagnosed with BPD? I saw a new psychiatrist today, and she brought up the idea that I might have that. However I've been diagnosed by several others as bipolar. I'm just curious about other people's experiences with this sort of thing.

Friday, February 4th, 2005 ( Read more... )

So I was walking in the woods yesterday with a friend, everything was snow covered and nature was still and I had the thought that it would have been a wonderful place to die, and then I was just like 'oh fuck, not again, not depression again' I screamed silently to myself. I mean, I could deal with the mania and insomnia, but I didn't miss the ( Read more... )

so my shrink is in the reserves and just got called down. freaking yay.

finding a new shrink is hard. i think all the secretaries in shrink's offices have to take certain asshole exams to make sure they have the correct level of mean injected into their attitude glands.

jerks.