I'm having one of those days were I just can't function ( Read more... )

I got a job ( Read more... )

The SIS and I are doing very well, although we miss each other like crazy.  Its hard living 4 1/2 hours apart.  I am looking to move out to Nanaimo as I seriously need to get out of Abbotsford (way too much heartache and pain here) but we will see how that goes ( Read more... )

Yesterday I saw Simon for the first time in a month.  Thankfully no yelling occurred.  We mostly chitchatted, stopping once to get a little serious about what I like to call "Our Incident".  I'm having a hard time figuring it all out.  I know I still care about him, even though everything is telling me to push him out of my life and he made it ( Read more... )

I'm in a very unhappy place right now.  Still really struggling with this whole Simon thing, you'd think I'd be over it.  Starting a new med, I feel like a pill junkie as I take so friggin many in one day ( Read more... )

It's been an eventful two weeks.  I can't even begin to describe the ups and downs of the emotional roller coaster that I have been on ( Read more... )

I'm hurting so badly over this whole thing.  To be completely honest, I don't even know whats going on.  Yes, I got a little upset that he picked a dance over me (what girl wouldn't?) and when I told him I could go the next day, he said he didn't want me there ( Read more... )

Always seem to be on the run
We haven't spoken in so long
We can't get past the how are you
We're not talking like we used to

Communication is hard, c'mon baby I know we can do it.

I know I need to learn how to let you in.

I just am in a very fragile and vulnerable state.

One day, love, one day.

I have had numerous conversations with my parents about how Facebook works.  My dad is a Vice Principal and still teaches classes and my mom teaches grade 4.  My dad asked most of the questions because there has been a lot of bullying going on in my old high school over Facebook.  Nasty things are being written on peoples walls, pictures that ( Read more... )

It's the weekend and I finally got to see the SD.  Lately we have only gotten to see each other on the weekends and not horribly long and our relationship is definitely suffering because of that.  We have hit a rough patch and are slowly working through it and trying to make things better.  We love each other immensely which also manages to make ( Read more... )