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It's the weekend and I finally got to see the SD. Lately we have only gotten to see each other on the weekends and not horribly long and our relationship is definitely suffering because of that. We have hit a rough patch and are slowly working through it and trying to make things better. We love each other immensely which also manages to make this situation harder. We are definitely having a hard time working through my depression which has gotten significantly worse over the past few months. He's worried my eating disorder is going to flare up again because I want to lose a few pounds(still have unwanted baby weight) healthily. My self-esteem has definitely taken a plunge and that has to do with a variety of issues.
The weekend was good though. Mason has been really sick lately, nasty cold and a little bit of a stomach virus but on Saturday since the weather was freaking nice we walked up the hill to the park. He had on the cutest pair of shorts and thought it was great to pick up sticks and climb up the slide, he isn't so big on the going down them and eating dirt. SD and I discussed making out with girls and what we plan on doing on our next Sin City night. Woohoo corsets, fishnets and hooker boots! We then dropped Mason off at my parents and went home to make dinner. I had marinated pork chops and the SD cooked those up while I made cookies and the rest of the meal. We opened a few coolers to have with our dinner and I ended up getting pretty tipsy off one as usual. That led to some laughs while watching Black Adder and sloppy makeouts. Pulled out the hookah for some smoke ring blowing lessons. I blew 3 on my first try, go me! He is still trying to blow a boat.
We were getting rather sleepy and decided that we were going to climb in the bath quick a minute to relax. Oh my god it was heaven. It felt so good just to have an intimate moment like that. They have been coming very few and far between lately. It was nice to have just an 'us' evening.
We are coming up on a year together and have our anniversary weekend all planned out. It is my first anniversary and the first one that he has ever celebrated so we are both pretty excited. Personally I just think he's excited because I'm going to let him eat lobster. We were planning on going away for a few days but I didn't want to leave Mason for longer than one night for reasons that can't really be discussed and there is plenty to do here that will make a great weekend. Besides, I love my bed.
The weekend was good though. Mason has been really sick lately, nasty cold and a little bit of a stomach virus but on Saturday since the weather was freaking nice we walked up the hill to the park. He had on the cutest pair of shorts and thought it was great to pick up sticks and climb up the slide, he isn't so big on the going down them and eating dirt. SD and I discussed making out with girls and what we plan on doing on our next Sin City night. Woohoo corsets, fishnets and hooker boots! We then dropped Mason off at my parents and went home to make dinner. I had marinated pork chops and the SD cooked those up while I made cookies and the rest of the meal. We opened a few coolers to have with our dinner and I ended up getting pretty tipsy off one as usual. That led to some laughs while watching Black Adder and sloppy makeouts. Pulled out the hookah for some smoke ring blowing lessons. I blew 3 on my first try, go me! He is still trying to blow a boat.
We were getting rather sleepy and decided that we were going to climb in the bath quick a minute to relax. Oh my god it was heaven. It felt so good just to have an intimate moment like that. They have been coming very few and far between lately. It was nice to have just an 'us' evening.
We are coming up on a year together and have our anniversary weekend all planned out. It is my first anniversary and the first one that he has ever celebrated so we are both pretty excited. Personally I just think he's excited because I'm going to let him eat lobster. We were planning on going away for a few days but I didn't want to leave Mason for longer than one night for reasons that can't really be discussed and there is plenty to do here that will make a great weekend. Besides, I love my bed.