i just need to be mad for awhile.
I'm hurting so badly over this whole thing. To be completely honest, I don't even know whats going on. Yes, I got a little upset that he picked a dance over me (what girl wouldn't?) and when I told him I could go the next day, he said he didn't want me there.
How am I supposed to feel? Or even react? The fact that this isn't getting discussed and he goes off to stew for a few days isn't making it easier on me. I'm not calming down because this hasn't been discussed. In fact, I'm getting angrier.
And I get devastating news and I can't call him to tell him whats going on because he probably won't pick up.
Also, I keep getting fucking stood up with different people and it's pissing me off not to mention make me feel like a pathetic person who can't keep a friend.
None of this is making me feel very good at the moment and I'm starting to feel incredibly alone and make me wonder what kind of person I really am.
How am I supposed to feel? Or even react? The fact that this isn't getting discussed and he goes off to stew for a few days isn't making it easier on me. I'm not calming down because this hasn't been discussed. In fact, I'm getting angrier.
And I get devastating news and I can't call him to tell him whats going on because he probably won't pick up.
Also, I keep getting fucking stood up with different people and it's pissing me off not to mention make me feel like a pathetic person who can't keep a friend.
None of this is making me feel very good at the moment and I'm starting to feel incredibly alone and make me wonder what kind of person I really am.