On this, the morning of the 10 year anniversary of my first Tori show ( 5.5 Weeks Tour: Columbus, OH 4 September 1999), i had a dream that Tori died :( it was one of those dreams where you really think it's real and then you wake up and breathe a huge sigh of relief ( Read more... )

it snowed overnight!!!!! i love that first moment and discover the first major snow-i react the same way i did when i was little; a shiver of excitement runs through me and i squeal involuntarily. it's great and hieghtens my festive feelings ( Read more... )

i almost had a total emotional breakdown while looking at my facebook page. everyone is so scattered now and i am having touble dealing. i have had horrible bouts of homsickness and continuous night of bad dreams (from which i got a break last night, thankfully) in these dreams i have experienced the following ( Read more... )

so my first NIN dream, in disordered fashion ( Read more... )

just had deli ness in my room(plain cream cheese, cucumbers and sprouts on an eveything bagel mmmmm) done with work for today (besides class where i just sit and type) i go home tomorrow @ 3:00! got most work done so that it will actually be a break. had my first NIN dream last night. more on that later....

i had some tripped out dreams this morning. in the first one i was in a jungle or something w/ these monkies and i was talking to them and making their noises. another one was i was trying to climb this hill that was lined by a HWY guard rail and i couldn't do it even though the hill wasn't that steep. there were a man and a woman there and the man ( Read more... )