Today was really hard. Besides being depressed already, I feel completely torn up inside. It hurts so badly. Mom is getting really, really sick again. Like sick to where she can't move and every bit of her body is screaming in intense pain. I love my mom so much, its so hard because there isn't anything I can do for her. She actually got high off ( Read more... )

Feeling ... nothing and everything. I'm hurting, but then I'm instantly numb as well. Sigh ( Read more... )

I'm stressing myself out and becoming ill. I'm so worried about mom. I feel bad for saying this, but I'm SO relieved that she is so far away and I don't have to see her struggling with her illness. I mean, I wish I was there to help her out, but it's so difficult seeing a loved one suffer. She hasn't been telling me the extent of her medical ( Read more... )