Feeling ... nothing and everything. I'm hurting, but then I'm instantly numb as well. Sigh ( Read more... )

Last night was dreadful. I was so exhausted and I made myself sick to my stomach. I was supposed to go out with Leslie to the club Purple Moon, but I just felt like absolute crap and canceled on her. I still feel really bad about that, but I couldn't have gone out. I was totally freaking out around midnight, crying hysterically and totally wanting ( Read more... )