So, I took a bath last night and tried to relax as I wrote a list of things I could do to avoid getting into relationship problems with Aaron. Even though I think my former relationships were all with completely immature (and sometimes abusive) men, there are a couple themes that I don't want to repeat but see coming about with my current ( Read more... )

I'm starting to feel that I'm beautiful. I haven't really had this feeling consistently before. It feels less hopeless. It feels more confident. It feels less desperate and more adventurous ( Read more... )

So I'm laying off of the alcohol this week. I've been trying to be healthier as well as to lose weight and get into shape. It's been harder since going off of adderall so long ago-I've noticed a bit of a weight gain. But then, I wonder, was it the adderall? Since I moved to New York, I've been drinking like a fish. Everyone wants to drink out here ( Read more... )