If you think I don't feel bad about it, you're wrong... I just prefer to stand through the pain because I still want to be a pillar to those who need me ( Read more... )

Finally finished the Lord of the Rings trilogy movie, extended versions. That's like 11 hours altogether not counting end credits. /drags face ( Read more... )

The radio in the taxi on the way back was playing Daniel Bedingfield's If You're Not the OneI'm at such a vulnerable age right now, and he knows. But I really appreciate hearing from him that I'm actually more girly than I thought myself to be. And well, irl, I tend to be more open to guys than girls (is it 'cause I hang out with them more?), and I ( Read more... )

One of these days, I'm gonna collapse from overwork and emotional breakdown and lack of rest and pure stress. And then I'll get to stay in a hospital away from worries, yay ( Read more... )

I've always talked about how much I love my mission in Taiwan, and how blessed I was to make so many friends and how happy I was with what I was doing. But looking through the journal that I kept over my time there, there is a hole in between entries that I feel I should still write about ( Read more... )

I was going to keep this introduction post short and done. But I don't think I'm in the right mood to ( Read more... )

On the first night I was at National Service, I cried from incredible loneliness.

I think I might just do that again this Friday night.

I gotta remind myself that what people think can be more temporal to them than long-term ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wonder if I rely on internet too much, or if I just don't have enough friends to go out with IRL ( Read more... )

When pompi said that I seem to have matured over the years, I blinked and wondered, "Did I really?" Then after thinking about all that I had been through in the past few years since I left home, I said to myself, "Yeah, I guess I did." And suddenly I just miss those naive years when I didn't know anything at all, growing up with strong physicality and ( Read more... )