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Sometimes I wonder if I rely on internet too much, or if I just don't have enough friends to go out with IRL.
Days like this I just get so...lonely. I watch stuffs online, then once they're over, I look around and realize how much time I've wasted, thus feeling ever so empty. But I don't know...was I like this when I wasted more than half a year not working? I...guess that's no wonder why I like it when I'm outside with friends or even family. Just...why don't I get that much chance though? Because I don't want to neglect online friends? Why is it so easy for some people to let go of online life for days in a row but not me? It's not like I have many people talking to me online either, it's usually me who bothers them anyway... Ugh.
I hope I can survive 18 months. But then again, I'll always be with people, so... Maybe I need a boyfriend, haha.
Big Sis recently bought an executive condo at Hougang. I've seen the place, it looks decent, if not a little small. I just wish it isn't so far from the MRT and mall...yes, 8-minute walk is far. That's two bus stops away. I'm getting attached to Nex too. But Big Sis said she'll rent it out for now so she can earn extra money, then think about moving in when I return or something. That's all good for me.
Days like this I just get so...lonely. I watch stuffs online, then once they're over, I look around and realize how much time I've wasted, thus feeling ever so empty. But I don't know...was I like this when I wasted more than half a year not working? I...guess that's no wonder why I like it when I'm outside with friends or even family. Just...why don't I get that much chance though? Because I don't want to neglect online friends? Why is it so easy for some people to let go of online life for days in a row but not me? It's not like I have many people talking to me online either, it's usually me who bothers them anyway... Ugh.
I hope I can survive 18 months. But then again, I'll always be with people, so... Maybe I need a boyfriend, haha.
Big Sis recently bought an executive condo at Hougang. I've seen the place, it looks decent, if not a little small. I just wish it isn't so far from the MRT and mall...yes, 8-minute walk is far. That's two bus stops away. I'm getting attached to Nex too. But Big Sis said she'll rent it out for now so she can earn extra money, then think about moving in when I return or something. That's all good for me.