Just tired.
One of these days, I'm gonna collapse from overwork and emotional breakdown and lack of rest and pure stress. And then I'll get to stay in a hospital away from worries, yay~
I am serious.
I try not to talk about it, so I can have more self-control and be less of a burden. But I don't remember having such problem before... I'm guessing it's trauma that made me this way now. I don't like it, because I feel like I'm no longer worthy to be in the position of helping others when I can't yet help myself. And I don't have many friends who I would actually go to in times of need...maybe just one, and she's away till Monday, so.
I live a lonely life.
I am serious.
I try not to talk about it, so I can have more self-control and be less of a burden. But I don't remember having such problem before... I'm guessing it's trauma that made me this way now. I don't like it, because I feel like I'm no longer worthy to be in the position of helping others when I can't yet help myself. And I don't have many friends who I would actually go to in times of need...maybe just one, and she's away till Monday, so.
I live a lonely life.