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i went to the doctor's yesterday and my blood pressure was high, 154/90 i think? so i was scheduled for a non-stress test today at the hospital, and i went into it feeling much peace and acceptance and openness, and onyx passed perfectly and healthily. my blood pressure went down a lot while i was lying down getting monitered, but it went back up ( Read more... )

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i love the fall weather! it's still sunny with a beautiful blue sky, but there is a cold wind.. and the trees! they are turning colors, to golden and yellow and orange and red. it's lovely.. my favorite season. i love feeling the warmth of spring and summer, but the season of change is so beautiful to watch. and i like feeling cozy at home too, all ( Read more... )

it was so much fun! sam and i spent it together.. we went to the river during the day, and at night we went out to a different part of the river, made a small fire, and played some drums and a flute. we went swimming in the freezing cold night water too! it was magical.. i could feel the elementals all around. and the stars... they were so ( Read more... )

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i had onyx's 20 week ultrasound done yesterday... and everything is perfectly healthy and balanced. and i'm super excited and grateful for that! everything feels so perfect.. more than perfect. like the loveliest ever ( Read more... )

if you want to create abundance for yourself, out of the vast universe, then you almost have to throw away all human 'logic' about money... it's amazing how limiting our 'logic,' 'practicality,' and 'reasoning' about finances is. ever since i have changed my way of thinking and believing about prosperity, i feel so free.. and i notice that there ( Read more... )

i feel babyness move and kick now.. it's not very consistent but i can feel it! and it is the most beautiful physical feeling i have ever felt in my entire life. it made me cry today because i was so excited and happy ( Read more... )

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