our christmas tree


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i have been such a busy bee! being onyx's mama is beautiful and magical, and it does take up almost all of my time.. but i have a tiny bit to spare right now ( Read more... )

i went to the doctor's yesterday and my blood pressure was high, 154/90 i think? so i was scheduled for a non-stress test today at the hospital, and i went into it feeling much peace and acceptance and openness, and onyx passed perfectly and healthily. my blood pressure went down a lot while i was lying down getting monitered, but it went back up ( Read more... )

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i have been feeling a lot of feelings lately... from sadness, to anger, to pure joy ( Read more... )

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