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im not worthy
Sometimes it feels true, I feel like he should be loving someone who is stonger, that he will grow tired of the weekness, I'm tired of it... I HATE that I get overwhelmed easyer than most (specialy when it comes to explaining DnD rules)... and when I do I can feel myself start to break... I'm convinced that when I'm reaching this breaking ( Read more... ) -
i gots me a bow
it's simple, black, shortbow i think, about 35lb pull, and i got it at goodwill for about 13bucks!!! WOOTWOO -
found on line,
In the day-to-day, my marriage was rock solid. Steve and I shared chores; we equally divided kid care ( Read more... ) -
anxiety...
so i figured out what sets off my anxiety reall bad, not having control, like yesterday, i was trying to get to work, and the bridges were up cause the fleet of navy ship, i might have been to work on time, IF i could get a ride from the max to work, but then i couldnt get a hold of anyone, so i started to get kinda worried, worrie turned ( Read more... ) -
today needs to go faster
today is going so slow, i want to go to the gathering already ( Read more... ) -
new hobby
i've decided to be an archer -
STUPID PPL SUCK
OMg why does stupid piss me off so bad, ignorance i can handle, mental retardation (medicly speaking) is perfectly acceptable, but when ppl are just plain STUPID, lack of common sence, it just gets to me so freaking much, is the world really that fucking dumb ( Read more... ) -
i feel like i'm playing right feild
ok, so you know in softball how when you have the person you dont really wanna play with, and really isnt very good, mostly just someone you dont wanna play with, you stick them in right feild, (thats where the least amount of action takes place) well at work, i feel like the right feilder, i dont get to play with real accounts, i just get ( Read more... ) -
my brain is trying to break
so normaly my welbutrin meds work, they help a lot, but today it feels like my brain is trying to break, i wanna cry so bad, i just wanna go home (either mine or my moms,) plop down on my bed or couch and just not move, even crying seems like to much effort... i wish i knew what was wrong with me, ... what triggers these days, it sucks!! i ( Read more... )