my brain is trying to break
so normaly my welbutrin meds work, they help a lot, but today it feels like my brain is trying to break, i wanna cry so bad, i just wanna go home (either mine or my moms,) plop down on my bed or couch and just not move, even crying seems like to much effort... i wish i knew what was wrong with me, ... what triggers these days, it sucks!! i have no motivation to do anything, and i have this budget at work, and the only way i will hit this buget (i have to bring in x amount of dollars) is if i get a settlement, and i dont think i can do it with the accnts i have, and i aske for a queue of acnts to work to hopefuly get a settlement and all i get are the the shit accnts that have been thrown out by other agents (up to 5 or 6 diff. agents worked the accnts and all of them sd nothing could be done with it, it's uncollectable) i truly fear i'm not gonna make my budget... i love this job, i just wish it wasnt quite so stressfull, and its doubly hard to hit a budget thats way up there when you dont even have the motivation to get up in the morning...