My frustration with everything is ridiculous right now. I am so irritated. I know what the cause is. My car died when I got to work yesterday. After 1300 of fixing, 850 of which I STILL owe John, my car is non functional again. I realise this is really only a temporary set back. However I feel like I am drowning. I know I am blowing things out of ( Read more... )

I've been crabby as hell today. I feel like PMS has never hit me as hard as it is right now. I keep wondering if this is PMDD that I have. I go from happy, to angry, to sobbing, to yelling. It doesn't make any sense. I'm never like this. I feel absolutely insane ( Read more... )

the good news is that i actually sleep here and eat fairly well. i sleep solidly here which is something i never did in France. i'd wake up multiple times in the middle of the night. now i sleep so soundly that i have dreams. unfortunately they have been nightmares for the past few nights. they all sound funny when i wake up too but i'm terrified ( Read more... )

I am no longer drunk. I hope that post made you all laugh. I must have made poor Justin walk me up and down the stairs 4 times. Drunk pissing. I will say I am glad I don't do that frequently. I don't think I could handle that twice a week like most 21 year olds. Fuck I don't think I could even do that once a month. But I held my alcohol last night ( Read more... )