Keep chugging along
My frustration with everything is ridiculous right now. I am so irritated. I know what the cause is. My car died when I got to work yesterday. After 1300 of fixing, 850 of which I STILL owe John, my car is non functional again. I realise this is really only a temporary set back. However I feel like I am drowning. I know I am blowing things out of proportion but I was just ready to get my windshield fixed and now this. It's the alternator or battery, both of which aren't too expensive to fix. But JESUS! Now I am irritated about the printer. John said he set it up. It does NOTHING. I need to send my copy of previous insurance in. This keyboard is a piece of shit. The backspace is really short and the space bar seems to only work half the time. It's just everything.
I feel stupid for letting one thing get the best of me. I've been working on the happy thoughts stuff plus my moods and sleep disruption from work is all evening out. I just kind of feel the weight of the world sometimes. I get tired of being a worrier and being stressed. Everything will be on the up and up soon. Some days it's just hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel.
I feel stupid for letting one thing get the best of me. I've been working on the happy thoughts stuff plus my moods and sleep disruption from work is all evening out. I just kind of feel the weight of the world sometimes. I get tired of being a worrier and being stressed. Everything will be on the up and up soon. Some days it's just hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel.