My frustration with everything is ridiculous right now. I am so irritated. I know what the cause is. My car died when I got to work yesterday. After 1300 of fixing, 850 of which I STILL owe John, my car is non functional again. I realise this is really only a temporary set back. However I feel like I am drowning. I know I am blowing things out of ( Read more... )

Stupid flight today. I think the airlines are eating my soul. I hope I don't become Justin one day ( Read more... )

I think sometimes everything is almost too good to be true. Things aren't great around here 24-7 but my relationship is. I don't know if it's the pessimist in me or me trying to prepare myself for something that may or may not ever happen. I have days where I think about the real long term with John. I have days where I wonder when everything is ( Read more... )

This is been one hell of a week. Friday I got fired from The Oak. The owner didn't really give me any explanation, just kinda 'it's not working out, here's your last paycheck'. I've never been fired before. I managed to only really cry for 45 minutes. There was a tear or two here and there after that but that was pretty much it. It's not even that ( Read more... )

So this is where I go all retarded. He gave me keys. It wasn't like a 'here are keys so you can come here when you like'. No, it was much more subtle. I actually had to ask Craig if I take the keys after they lay on his dresser for 2 days. He still seems to be feeling things out which is fine I guess. I'm just not used to it. I'm used to diving in ( Read more... )

so i am in Austria, and i'm not ready to kill Beqir. i think things are a little better since i set him straight on the phone a few times. however today he was sent away to work and i'm here with his nephew...who doesn't speak French, German or English. only Albanian and Slovanian. fuuuuck. and Beqa is gone for like 5-6 hrs...i can like manage ( Read more... )

You know I make it a point to not really ever bitch about work anymore. But ( Read more... )

This is hilarious. Natalie called me this morn. She's on a bus to Cleveland. We had 3 diversions from Cleveland this morning. We had one last night. Apparently there is fog over Cleveland that is going to last until 10 tonight. Isn't it awesome?

*bangs head on keyboard*
My internet is running so slow. It's being dial up slow. Wtf. It's cable and I'm on my laptop. Ghey. And apparently Firefox thinks that internetz should be capalised.

I am so incredibly angry. I had some stupid fucking moronic foreign fucking Middle Eastern passenger tell me that I wasn't a human being. Yep. Wanna know ( Read more... )

So I'm still alive. I had this morning off (yaaaays!) and I feel vera rested. I love everyone and would like to see everyone but everything will stay chaotic for a wee bit. The good new is that Rog and I should have an engine for my car in 3 weeks!!! It's so exciting. I won't have my car in 3 weeks but I will have the money for the engine and the ( Read more... )