I've been crabby as hell today. I feel like PMS has never hit me as hard as it is right now. I keep wondering if this is PMDD that I have. I go from happy, to angry, to sobbing, to yelling. It doesn't make any sense. I'm never like this. I feel absolutely insane ( Read more... )

This is been one hell of a week. Friday I got fired from The Oak. The owner didn't really give me any explanation, just kinda 'it's not working out, here's your last paycheck'. I've never been fired before. I managed to only really cry for 45 minutes. There was a tear or two here and there after that but that was pretty much it. It's not even that ( Read more... )

Feeling a bit down today. Possibly beating myself up for something that shouldn't be happening and that I'm not stopping (because I'm being selfish). Causing myself stomach aches for it. I'm so damn smart sometimes ( Read more... )

I think it's strange how well California sits with me. I've been getting 5-6 hours of sleep since I've been here and am just full of huge amounts of energy. I am wide awake at 7-7.30 am and jump in the shower to start the day. I was thinking maybe it was the fact that I'm on vaca, but I loved Germany and wasn't this excited to be awake and out. ( Read more... )

I don't get how drinking is celebrating St. Patricks's day. I did put corned beef, cabbage, carrots and potatoes in the crock pot. MMMMMmmmmm. Lemme tell you though, washing off the corned beef was disgusting. Omfg. I thought chicken was bad, no, corned beef is worse. Roger was doing nothing but bitching this morning and last night because the ( Read more... )