Yesterday at 2 o'clock I got fired. Again. What an awesome blow to my ego. They said my skill was great but I had a 'bad attitude'. It was quite ironic coming from Kari. She was quite a bitch. I have not liked her from the first day I started working there. I asked a few questions and she pretty much blamed everything on Heather. Then she informed ( Read more... )

So Heather, Jordan and I have planned just about everything for the party next weekend. We bought all the decorations and have prepared all we can at this point. The apt just needs a thorough cleaning Saturday before hand then the decorations need to be hung. I will probably buy John an ugly Hawaiian shirt next week before the party. I have also ( Read more... )

I feel so out of it. I'm emotionally drained. Twice I had to leave somewhere I loved this holiday season to return to the place I dreaded. I cried because I was leaving someone I loved but I also cried for myself. France is not so kickass. I am miserable ( Read more... )

Still alive. Still in France ( Read more... )

Feeling a bit down today. Possibly beating myself up for something that shouldn't be happening and that I'm not stopping (because I'm being selfish). Causing myself stomach aches for it. I'm so damn smart sometimes ( Read more... )

Herzlichen Glückwünsch Kayliegh!

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I suck at life and am scared as hell about my new job. I start today. I don't know where I'm supposed to go, what I'm supposed to do...Ugh. I know it'll all get expained to me, but that doesn't make me any less unsure.
Not to mention a fuck up a couple nights ago. I'm glad I have good wonderful ( Read more... )