Have you ever felt as if you didn't deserve someone, or they didn't deserve you? In terms of prospective/current/past relationships or even friendships?

EDIT: In what sense did you feel undeserving or undeserved? Why? ie: Were you intimidated by a certain aspect of them, they didn't compare to you in a certain ability, etc.

I noticed today that the house smelled less than pleasant. I think something in the fridge rotted and it just got thrown out. Anyway, about 20 minutes ago I noticed a dramatic difference in the smell. I thought maybe someone was cooking. Then I realized, no, someone was baking, and that someone was my brother ( Read more... )

I only failed one course, I got an incomplete in the other I thought I was going to fail. No winter session, I didn't pay in time. Don't care, found out I'm not behind anyway. More time to watch digital cable, read, and make everyone's mix CDs, since I couldn't do it before as we didn't have a working computer at home, and now we do. And eat. Good ( Read more... )

I haven't taken my morning meds in days ( Read more... )

I said "no" yesterday. Repeatedly. Persistantly. It actually felt good. Lord, I hope I don't see him again for at least the rest of the semester ( Read more... )

So the power all across campus went out. I'm still online because of my laptop battery. Wish I had a flashlight. Going to the bathroom in the dark was no fun. Wondering if I should eat that chocolate peanut butter ice cream in the fridge because, y'know, it might go bad since we don't know when the power will come back on. I wish I had a cell phone ( Read more... )

I can only do the best I can and I have to trust that it will be enough ( Read more... )

In the past few days my respect for John (mom's bf) has risen considerably ( Read more... )

In 2004 ( Read more... )

My hair is still not pink. Not sure whether I want to change that.

I don't grind my teeth in my sleep when I'm staying at Rob's. Word. But I do snore like a small cat and hold on to his arm with a vengence. Eh.

I'm a total writer groupie. I'm anxiously awaiting the release of Jonathan Safran Foer's new novel so I can go to Independent Trendy ( Read more... )