Aug 31, 2005 17:36
I said "no" yesterday. Repeatedly. Persistantly. It actually felt good. Lord, I hope I don't see him again for at least the rest of the semester.
Exam at 8:30pm tonight (preceded by 1.2 hours of math class) to see if I get to stay in MAT 122. I don't really know what will happen if I fail, if I will be able to register for a lower math class.
Therapy today was very, very good. I need to nurture myself. Because nobody else is going to do it.
Speaking of which, I forgot to take my meds this morning.
Trying to get an on-campus job at Staller but bitches won't email me back.
Aline is making me watch Sleeping Beauty, but that's cool, because I'm making her watch Princess Bride.
Transitions are always very hard for me. I miss my mom and brother. The latter is still in Alaska. The former wants her own life, where I'm competent and independent, so I guess I'll try to work with that.
Since I'm not going home this weekend, I guess I'll have to just try to remember the sites my aunt gave me, or search for them through Google, or ask her directly for them.
I sort of like not having internet access in my room. I FEEL more productive, even if I'm not.
My mom bought me books I need for my classes. That was very generous of her.
I don't want to go to math tonight x infinity + 1.
consent,
relationships,
classes,
friends,
work,
sex,
movies