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Now I'm looking at my lj interests and getting nervous.

My mom and my brother, in the living room and den, respectively are shouting back and forth about the cable. My brother accidentially messed up the wires some how and sometimes the stations are fuzzy. So for 10 minutes I just had to hear ( Read more... )

I'm reading Chinese Handcuffs right now and I'm about 1/4 of the way through it. By "right now" I mean I started it like an hour ago and will undoubtedly finish it by sunset. So, it's very-and I kind of hate myself for using some of these words-but raw and real and, I don't know, it justs knocks the wind out of me, like Crutcher is inside my head, ( Read more... )

My psychiatrist took me me from 300mg of Effexor a day to 150mg a day, overnight because the
insurance company said they wouldn't pay for any more than that. Rock.
I've bolded the symptoms I experience most during typical Effexor withdrawal.

Venlafaxine (Effexor) may cause potentially severe withdrawal symptoms upon sudden discontinuation
(the ( Read more... )

Dear new step-father:
A great way to win my enmity is to laugh and point at me for something stupid (I put candles in the bathroom for my bath-why is that so funny?!) and then tell me not to be mad at you after I glare at you, while still laughing at me. kthxbye
no love
Kathryn

Heart-felt apologies and compliments on my art are welcome, but they can ( Read more... )

I took a bath tonight. It reminded me how much I love them. The other day I was talking to
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My mother got married on Friday. I found out yesterday.

So, I stumbled across this.
And I know it has nothing to do with all that shit that's going on at Duke right now, but I can't help but look at that shirt and shudder.

cut for rape triggers
If you don't know about the scandal at Duke, here's a summary: Duke men's lacrosse team throws party at house where 3 of the captains live together and hires two ( Read more... )

Since 11:30am I have ( Read more... )

I feel like a complete and utter academic failure. Thank God I didn't go to a "good" college, because I probably would've failed out. If I'm so damn smart, why can't I get my shit together, huh? What the hell is wrong with me? Why do I even think I belong in graduate school ( Read more... )